Powerless. Do As You Will.

The way your cold, long hands feel on my cheek.
The way my senses heighten as you slide across my skin.
A permanent high I can't let go.
If I can only express how much I love you with my embrace.
I would hold you forever.

Now I'm broken and I can't find any beauty in this world.
You tell me that look I saw in your eyes was never there.
I refuse that believe that I was the only one.
I know you were there with me, but you're afraid.
Afraid of what could happen, afraid of my promise.

I don't know where to go from here.
You've hopped ships with your vision on the horizon.
I won't lie to you because I don't plan to start now.
I'm destroyed and I'd be willing to do anything.
But you would never understand.
You're going to throw me away.

Really, I Just Want You To Be Happy. Really.

I'm losing it.
You're the last thing I see before bed.
And the first thing when I wake.
I'm glad you're doing so well without me.

Not even a thought of me.
Not even look back.
You're doing so well.
And I'm stuck here.

Don't let me get close.
'Cause I'll take this feeling to your heart.
But I won't take it like you took mine.
With hopes that you that if you remain intact, you feel double what I did.

To find my way out of this hole you put me in.
I'm back and aware.
That love is such an imaginary idea.
And you think you have it.

Really, I just want you to be happy.
Good luck, but know this my love.
He can't treat you the way I can.
Because I love you.