Random Chunks

I have an hour until my video production class and I need to waste a little time. This blog is going to really random and crazy, so please leave now. I've been watching a lot of avant-garde films and been thinking artistically a lot lately so this might be the reason behind this.

[We no longer listen to honesty because it has no glamor]

Fall is in full effect isn't it? Good or bad, I don't really know. I don't have any good hoodies, so I'm kind of cold.

[Please don't forget about the things that make you feel]

Reasons why I am not voting for Nobama:
1) He is a terrorist.
2) He is an Arab.
3) He's black.
4) Sarah Palin is better.
5) He doesn't like cars from Japan and South Korea.
6) He likes the middle-class too much.

[Like a magician, you made his faith disappear]

It seems like every time around this year I think about a whole bunch of shit I wish I didn't think about. I don't know what makes me think these thoughts. Maybe school, maybe the fall season and that everything is taking in a last breath of air before they hibernate, maybe friends and family, maybe music since usually a lot of new albums come out around this time. I really don't know. Last year wasn't as tough and I wish I knew why so I could follow that path. Maybe it was my trip to Korea? God, I really miss that place and I really miss the family back in Korea. It's crazy to think that I could meet some people for the first time in my life and feel like I've loved them for 21 years. Part of me feels like that is due to Korean culture, but another part feels like because that's the power of family. When I was a teenager and I thought I was finally understanding life and getting a grasp on everything, my Mom told me something that has really stuck with me. She told me that family would always be there and that you should put family first. At that time, I felt like your friends could also be a part of your family. I thought you could build these amazing relationships with friends and have those bonds be as strong as family bonds. You can build amazing bonds with friends, but they will never be "family" and I understand that now. I think it took me 3 years to finally digest that fact. It's really some shit I didn't want to really believe, but there is nothing I can do. Humans run around and around in these circles and it's no problem to them.

[There is a light that never goes out]

I'm so ready for Obama to be our president and for Bush not to be our president. For the people that voted Bush in 2004, please think about who you are voting for this time around. Actually think. Please.

[Please wait around for a while, because I promise you, I will]

I super excited for this little game called Gears of War 2 to come out. It comes out November 7th and it has already gone gold. That's pretty cool. I've been practicing on Gears 1 so when Gears 2 comes out I can be tip-top. Horde Mode: Dick, Jon, Min. Holler.