The Pre-rush

Here is a quick question I need answered bad. Is was MySpace bought by Google? I know Youtube is a Google branch now, but didn't someone buy MySpace as well? I'm just worried because if Blogspot is a Google branch, and MySpace is a Google branch, well, once Google goes down all my blogs go with it. Thats a lot of time, energy, and history. If they are both Google, I am going to make a 3rd service and transfer all my blogs. I'm thinking about printing all of them. That would take a while though. Someone who knows, let me know.

So I was thinking about what I did with my first day of spring break and really all I did was blog. Woke up, went to school, sat there for 10 minutes and then left cause our T.A let us go early, went and blogged for a while, took a Korean oral, blogged, went home, blogged, chilled with Jon and played some Melee and Winning Eleven, blogged. Haha. Kind of sad. Blogging has consumed my life. That'd be sweet if blogging was a job. I could blog for people that suck at blogging haha. Damn, I'd have no knuckles and wrists after 2 years.

So I just had left over pizza and while I was eating it, I thought about the texture of it and just the texture of food. What type of food texture do you think people like in general?

300 is tonight! It is so weird to think that I've been waiting for this movie for like half a year. I waited for the Taking Back Sunday concert for half a year and it was worth well it, so lets see if 300 can do the same.

I was thinking about getting started on the third installment of my zombie dream but I don't to be writing for to long. I got to do some chores and get cleaned up and ready for my date with 300. Then I was going to write a Melee letter but thought nah, fucks it, I'll do that ever I jot some notes this weekend. So I think I will write out some Advent Children parallels for fun.
Don't eye boogers suck? And don't cold sores suck?
Anywho, I think I've watched Advent Children like 6 or 7 times in two weeks now and that offically makes me a fag. I just enjoy it and I pick out new things each time I watch it. Sometimes I see new things in the background, sometimes I just see things in the fight scenes I didn't see before, etc. One time I watched and I applied all the personality traits in the movie to the people around me. Clouds group and my group. There are similarities but not everything matches up perfectly. The do have supernatural powers and materia and all we can do is run (for short distances and slowly) and jump for about a foot haha. But the cool thing about the characters in the story is that they all have their own personalities and so do we. Sometimes I don't even think about it but my mind makes comparisons. It just happens. But it is fun to think about. Would this be the time to use the word adieu? Is that spelt right? Where is that word from? Fucks it.
I think the character that matches up the closest with somone in my life is Cid Highwind and Andy Christenson. They even kind of look alike haha. They both aren't super athletic or super strong, but they are both very serviceable and effective. Also, I always thought of Andy as my get away driver and Cid is the person who flys people around it the movie/game.
After that, no on really matches that closely, but you can draw elements from multiple characters to match our group.
Like Jon reminds me of a Yuffie Kisaragi personality type, with a blend of Barret Wallace fighting style in the position of a Vincent Valentine. Jon has this innocent personality where nothing really phases his kindness just like Yuffie. His fighting approach has always been a Barret type where offense comes first and the only defense is using brute strength to move the enemy. But Jons position isn't as low as a Yuffies. Barret is pretty respectable, but I see some Vincent elements in him too.
Dean might be one of the harder ones to pair up. I guess Dean just has a unique personality. I guess arguments for Tifa, Aeris, Red, Rude and Vincent could all be made (Sorry I had to use so many girls for Dean). I think Dean has Tifa qualities because Dean is fucking hot. No, not really haha ("How is Tifa regarded the hottest Final Fantasy 7 character when she is all pixa...*tit, tit*...oh"). But I think he matches with Tifa a little because he looks after people more and I think Dean has more vision and appreciates teamwork. Also Tifa's quickness reminds me of Dean. The motherly figure thing goes with Aeris to. But Dean is more reserved like Red and Rude and thats where that comes in. Red also has a quick fighting style and Rude has a more smooth fighting style that combines well to fit Dean. The two characters are reserved and so is Dean, but Dean knows how to smile and thats where the chicks come into play again. On top of all that, Dean kind of fits into the slot of Vincent. A higher figure and Vincent also doesn't talk much and knows how to obtain knowledge.
Mitch is also kind of hard to line up but I can see where he defintely has some Barret qualities. A more brute approach and likes to yell (haha) at things. Barret also has an element to him where he looks after people. But it seems like he looks after some people more then others, and that is the same with Mitch. But I don't think Mitch could fill Barrets shoes (For one thing, Barret is black). Mitch has a hint of Cait Sith because Cait has a big mouth and likes to shout things out. With all of that, Mitch might fit best in the role of a Turk. Can't say which one would fit best. Maybe Tseng or someone.
Peter might be a little easier to find a spot for. I think he has a lot of Reno qualities. Often talking with the enemy and taunting the enemy even though most of the enemies are very tough. And sometimes talks out of place and ruins plans. Always has an opinion and is willing to help. Just the way Reno carries himself, full of confidence reminds me of Peter as well.
If Peter is Reno, Nick has to have some Rude qualities. Even when they were trying to spin off of my zombie dream, they worked together. Reno and Rude provide some comedic relief together and Nick and Peter are very capable of doing that. Nick is a little more quiet around unfamiliar settings where Peter has to skill to talk at any time. But when set in a familiar location, Nick has the ability to be louder. Kind of like Reno and Rude. Rude has a stronger fighting style then Reno and this also matches the two.
Kind of impossible to fit Dick specifically into something. I think some Red, Cait and Turk qualities could be made. He kind of fits Reds position. Has the more of the Cait innocence and voice. Isn't afraid to talk, and his a more bitter innocece like Cait which is different from the innocence Yuffie possesses. But I thin Dick has some Turk qualities to, I just don't know which.
WORD!
Now to get ready for my day.

Yay, Spring Break!

Just strung out some good Melee with Jon to start my spring break. One on One training, battle of the titans like the good old days. I forgot what it feels like to duel like that.
Tommorrow night equals 300. I am so ready to see this epic movie.
Today, I was down at the U for 5 hours, but I had class for a total 20 minutes haha. What a fucking waste of my time. I went to my history discussion and our T.A told us to start our break early because he planned a library feild trip but the library wasn't able to organize it out. So I sat around and wrote blogs at a computer lab. Then I had my Korean oral for 10 more minutes and went back to blogging while waiting for Joe to get done with class. I got home, chilled, ate, V.G'ed, now I'm blogging before bed.
Here is a good survey question. Are you confident or cowardly? I would say I am neither (balance). This is a bad example for my example question, but who gives a fucks. Like I'm not confident enough to walk up to a girl and ask for her number or give her mine, thats ballsy and kind of lame. But I am not shy or cowardly to the point where if I need to ask a stranger a question I can't do it. I am in the middle. I don't shy away from challenges, but I am not going approach it head on and over confident. I'll play it defensively and be ready for anything.
While in the shower I was thinking about my last post, about being more free and honest. And I thought a girlfriend would be something to really help me be more honest and more sensitive. Of course that is if I hook up with the type of girl I am picturing, and not just some stubborn bitch slut. Someone I could start a new relationship with and be totally honest from the start. Not to have any old roots and habits hold me back. Someone I could call up everynight and just talk about life. I think it'd be neat. This is not a note of deperation though, don't think that. I've waited many years for the right girl, and in the grand scheme of things, I don't mind waiting a few more. I am not going to rush into anything. I sound like I'm getting married haha. But I just want everything to be perfect. Not for me, but for her.
A couple more topics before bed.
I wanted to talk about western medicine. I don't really take any type of drugs for anything. For recreation, for pain, etc. But the people around me pop pills so easily. That makes it sound like they are doing drugs (technically they are), thats not what I mean. Like someone will have a headache and they ask for an advil right away. Doesn't sound to weird right? But isn't that shit still a drug? Its called a drug for a reason right? A foreign chemical that isn't suppose to be in the body? Don't you think you have a headache for a reason? If you have a headache, your body is trying to tell you something. That something is wrong and you need to change the way you are doing something. But instead, people choose to ignore the natural message by taking some advil to cover up the pain. Just because you numb the pain receptors in your body does not mean your body is still hurting. I've never agreed with this part of western medicine. They have a pill for everything. I understand sometimes, drugs are needed. We can't fight everything. If we are deathly sick, we need something. I've taken drugs before, but I avoid them at all costs. I think people should open up and try some Eastern techniques because they have a lot to offer. This section was suppose to be more articulate and was suppose to have a stronger arguement, but its late and I'm tired. Maybe I will take some drugs that will make me go to sleep. Thats a joke. This is probably another reason why I won't ever need to smoke or drink. I don't take drugs that are suppose to help me, why the hell would I take drugs that aren't suppose to help me? Taking good drugs is ignoring pain, that means you aren't paying "Attention." Challenge yourself and suck it up. I get scared that taking drugs will make it so I won't be aware of my surroudings. I like being in control of everything going on around me.
Last topic.
My sister. She is annoying and still going through this "I am a beautiful suburban girl and I can have whatever I want when I want and everyone likes me" phase. I feel bad for all suburban brothers. I know that if she grew up in Minneapolis, she would never be like this. She is so stubborn to. Narrow sighted. Not open to anything. I think I am very open minded and its hard to talk to stubborn people that give no chance to any idea. I think my sister is conservative. It feels like liberals are more open minded people and have more vision, well duh. She is going through this horrible phase, where she praises everything I hate. I enjoy modesty, she needs to stick out and get all sorts of attention. I enjoy challenges, she wants everything done for her. I enjoy fairness, she wants everything her way. I believe in loyalty, she believes that a friend is only good of they have something she wants. I believe in honor and doing things to right way, she believes in doing things quick. Respect, no respect. I think being reserved once in a while is important, she doesn't. God, if there is a god, and you are listening, please strike her with a bolt of lightning. Don't kill her, she is my sister after all, but teach her a fucking lesson. I'll donate some money to your favorite church or something. What a fucking scam. The church is a joke and catholicism is the worst. You can get your sins washed away by a priest? Isn't a priest pretty much a messanger boy to God? So next time I can ask the mailman to change some government plans for me huh? Oh well, I am tired and I probably don't make any sense.

Night!