I gave them the jibba-jabba treatment

Hmm...this past week I had moments where I kept thinking about stuff I should blog about. Some good material to blog about, but I always put it off and told myself I'd do it tomorrow when I have more ideas. Well, I forgot pretty much everything I meant to write about. So I am writing one now, and I don't have jack to say so I will write random thoughts.

I become part of the real world and saw Dark Knight on Sunday. It was definitely a super hero movie, but I didn't mind this one to much. For those of ya'll that don't know, I am completely sick of these super hero movies coming out every summer. But they make the money, and they will keep coming out. However, I am looking forward to one coming out in the spring I believe. It is directed by the mainest negro, Zack Snyder. Someone should make a legit zombie movie, so that means George A. Romero is out. I give the old man props for combining walking dead successfully into movies, but you suck now dude. After I saw Dark Knight I came home and watched Cloverfield. Cloverfield was alright, glad I didn't watch it in theaters, but glad I watched it. Today I watched a Korean movie called Public Enemy which was pretty good. Brutal beat downs, just the way I like 'em. I mean, if you're going to beat someone down, don't leave it up to chance, beat the fucking shit out of them. I'm talking about pounding their face on over and over and over and over again until your own hand just can't take it anymore. Anywho, I'm a raged child deep inside haha. I like the "human message" Dark Knight had. Every human being is shitty.

I like talking in medium size groups. It's fun.

Underoath just put out a new song. Sounds a lot like Define the Great Line, with a sprinkle of Chase since they put in some more electronica. I like it, but it didn't make my pants explode the way Define did when I first listened to it.

At this time, I wish I was a part of a band. A versatile band that can cover many genres. I just want to write lyrics and sing and scream lately. I can't wait for Warped Tour and Devil Wears Prada. I might just die that day. But I say that every year and I always come back intact. But I mean it this year, haha. I am also looking forward to Anberlin. That'll be the sing portion of my Warped. Warped is a little thiner this year, but hot damn, Warped is always the savior of my summer. I'm glad I have something in line for next summer. 'Cause every summer I seem to be bored and looking for ish to do and reaching out to people who are always too busy or cool for me. Next summer I will have a chance to leave everything behind and everyone behind and start all over in a place I barely know and meet new people and just be lost. I know I'm that bastard that always preaches loyalty so I probably seem like a hypocrite, but if there is no one to be loyal to, how can I be loyal? The only people I'd really be leaving behind are my family members. At this time I feel like they are really the only ones who give a shit about me. Prior to 2 years ago, I could make friends and I can honestly say I felt like they were family. I held them equal to family, I mean how many people can honestly say that? But I can't say I have that feeling now. I don't really have any friends that I hold that highly, friends are just friends. They are people who use each other for entertainment. I wouldn't work for them, I wouldn't feel pain for them, I wouldn't die for them. Selfish? Maybe? True? Maybe. I don't really know. The world is fucked up and people shouldn't me or these fucking blogs seriously. I'm a joke, you're a joke, this is all a joke. Hey, this could all blend into lyrics of a song? Screamo band anyone? haha.
I suck a writing music. I can sing a little and scream a little, but I suck at instruments. I just like creating and expressing. (Express these nuts) (What?)

Uhh...I'm going to the Mall of America tomorrow with Peter. It should be baller. I'm going to get my hair cut and my dick wet. No not really. I like my hair right now. I'll probably get a new cut at the end of August.

I haven't been able to play basketball for a week cause my toe has been fucked up. I try and get out every morning and shoot some hoops and run around. Again, I have no one to play with so I just play with myself. Ha, I said play with myself.

Gray It Out

How can someone be in such a bad mood so soon after such an amazing week up north? It appears my period has come early this month. I suppose I should blog about my trip a little bit. It was a very good time to say the least. Tony had us for week up north in Baudette, Minnesota. He has a nice little place up there. When we finished our 6 hour drive to get up there we unloaded and Tony showed us around. Then we taught us how to shoot his shotgun and a rifle. The shotgun was pretty much what I expected but the rifle was completely different. Very cool experience. We got to help Tony with some work and taking care of the horses. We did some filming, some cooking, and we had a few bonfires. We had some other very memorable experiences that I will never forget, one of which I will not write about because I don't know who reads these little suckers. On our last night there while we were out making little treats over a fire, we heard a bear from a near tree line. We went out to scare it away but we didn't see it. We left Friday afternoon and got home later than expected due to some unfavorable driving conditions. I am very good at goodbyes. Always have been.

The other day my Mom found a gray hair on me. 21 and already graying huh? That kind of blows. Better enjoy my youth.

So today, we didn't have much to do. I asked Dick and Jon what they wanted to do, and I got the usual response, "I don't care." So I suggested a couple of things...and hey, guess what, no response. They went off on their own and watched different animes at the same time. Cool huh? So I took a nap and waited for them to finish their animes. No biggie, I was super tired anywho. Kind of messed up my sleep pattern from the trip. We woke up super early one day to go find some deer. Then stayed up late one of the days sitting by the fire. The nap did me well. After they finished their animes, they wanted something to do, who do they turn to? Me, of course. So we played a little Starcraft, something I suggest 5 hours prior. Of course now I'm disgusted and not in the mood. I need to find some people who want to be more active and actually do shit. I need to find some new friends.

I'll probably write a more in depth blog about the trip to Tony's later. Something so I will have documented a great, great week.