Being sick sucks. Thats fo sho.
This will be my 60th Blogspot blog which is kind of amazing to think about because I think it took me near 2 years to do 100 blogs but I've only had blogspot for about 3-4 months or so.
Oh, fantasy baseball is set-up! Please join! Its the usual Yahoo set-up.
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Yesterday I sat around and read my library books for the first part of the day then Jon came over for a while and we played some VG's. Little Mortal Kombat and Melee. Then Mitch came over and we went to Unique to take advantage of 25% off Tuesdays. I got some sweet stuff. Mostly for next winter but thats alright. Hopefully I will still be into the style when next winder rolls in. Not that I am fashion guru or anything. I don't really follow the trends, but my likings change. After Unique we went to Cub to hit up the deli but they were closing so we just dipped to Taco Bell. Taco Bell two days in a row. Yum. Then we went to the cheap theater and watched Pursuit of Happyness (Happiness). It was a good little joint, but I expected my heart to be tugged at a little more. Still, for 2 bux, it was good. The movie showed the struggle so many people have to grow through financially. Money causes so much pain, and rarely does it make people happy. I wonder why someone ever set-up a system were everyone seeks out such a sin. Its to bad, but we are so far into the mess, we don't have a choice but to accept the life we live. I am grateful for everything I have, because I know there are people out there that have to much power that could make my life a hell. The government is a scary thing. I don't know what we see in Bush, its scary to think he holds so much power. He just seems like a shell walking around. But he is our leader and I will stand by that. Another thing that struck me in the movie is that people cry when they are sad, and people cry when theya re happy. Both sides bring tears. I never thought of that, I just always thought of tears as a negative thing. I mean, I've always recognized the phrase, "Tears of joy," but why do we cry? Its natural, we can't control, we just do it. What do you think our body/soul is telling us when we cry? And why are men ashamed of crying? Why is there a feminine connotation with tears? Its such a natural and human thing to do. Its to bad that our society puts so many restrictions on such basic things. I am reading a meditation book, and one explanation for meditation is the harmonizing of the mind, body and soul. I think thats a great explanation. Thats what I always thought it was. So with that said, I think crying is a form of meditation. You feel better after you cry right?
I've also been reading this dream book. The idea of applying strict meanings for dream themes is stupid to me. I am reading the book for fun, cause its kind of cool to know what other people think the meanings of my dreams are. I guess some people believe that we are living two lives, one in the physical world and one in the dream world. I don't know if I believe that, but its something to consider. I think dreams are a honest message we try to show our selves. In the physical world, we use defensive mechanisms to block out anything we don't want, but in the dream world, our soul attempts to show us the truth. The book is set up like a dictionary, so I just went through the book looking for themes that matched my zombie dream and I found some cool stuff. I made it through the C's and I think I am going to list a few cool meanings.
Being accompanied by a friend means that your surroundings will change. Love and support will accompany you.
A risky adventure means that you are committed to long term plans.
Being ambushed means that your problems aren't solved by a single answer, but rather 3.
Escaping an attack means that you should look after youself first, then others.
Going to Canada with friends means that you enjoy amusement to much.
A few cool little things to think about.
Oh, one last thing. Yesterday I came across the news that one of my favorite bands, The Early November, plans to break after the tour they are on concludes. It seems like all the bands I grew up listening to are fading away. I guess I better start exploring new music like I did so much of back in the day. I am planning on giving The Early November a Station4 good party when the come through. Thank you Early November for all the great tunes! One more party before you guys fade.
Alrighty, I need to do me some fantasy baseball research, some homework and read some more library books. Yahoo!
