A Fatality!

My big toe on my right foot hurts and I don't know why. Its been hurting since last night. Thats gay like Charles Barkley and Dick Bavetta's kiss. Just kidding, that was actually kind of sexy. But it does suck since we are planning to get outside if this nice weather keeps up.

This weekend was pretty uneventful, but thats okay because it was kind of expected. The only things we had lined up were Old Boy, Melee and Karaoke. Friday started off like any usual Min Lee Friday with lunch with Mom and this time Dick too, class, and bus ride home. We got home sat around for a little while and then decided to truck our lazy asses to Blockbuster and rent the Old Boy. We went to the Plymouth BB first but they didn't have it in stock so they called up the New Hope BB and they did have it so we trucked it over there. Dick saw a Final Fantasy movie at the Plymouth BB and got that. I plan on checking it out when I have some time. We pick up Old Boy at the New Hope BB and jetted back home (We actually rode a jet, crazy, I know). When we got home (Jon's house) there was a lot of bitching going on. "I'm hungry," "I'm fungy," "uhhh..." So some people went to the bank and McDonalds. Well Wells Fargo and McD's isnt that far and it was taking forever so I texted Dean and as I pressed send Dean runs downstairs with a bag of Chipotle. We then got to watch Old Boy. Someone told me about the twist in the movie so as soon as the pieces fell together it was kind of spoiled for me. Still a pretty sweet movie. I can definitely see why this movie won a lot of awards and stuff. For a foreign film, it didn't really have a foreign feel to it. If you get passed the language and all the Korean people running around. But the movie didn't blow me away and thats the case for many acclaimed movies I watch. I would rather watch Dawn of the Dead 2004, or Girl Next Door before I watch Saving Private Ryan or Old Boy. But if you like acclaimed movies this one might be a must see. The movie had a moment that might go down as one of the greatest movie moments in Min Lee Movie History. If you get a chance to see the movie, the part where Dae returns to the "Hotel" and the dotted line from hammer to head is fucking awesome! I'm usually not fond of Quinten Tarintino humor but this one was pulled perfectly. More oriental anime influence then Tarintino. Tarintino can blow a nut and I am skeptical of his upcoming flick. The Old Boy cover had a "Tarintino Stamp of Approval" on it and I could only roll my eyes when I saw it. After that, I'm pretty sure we closed Friday out with a lot of Melee.
Saturday started out with a little church of course. After I trucked it over to Jons (Yes, I did drive a truck down the road). Started off with a little Wii Play which is a neat little game and then some Melee of course. After that Dean made us watch the N.B.A All-Star events. Not all Dean's fault that we watched it cause I asked other people if they wanted to do anything and no one responded. Our little group has such a lack of decision making and leadership skills. Lately Mitch has been saying that I am the unsung leader of our group. Its flattering but at the same time very embarrassing. I never asked for that position but I've also recognized through out the past 6 or so years that I do have that power, but I've been very careful not to abuse it. I think when someone has power they always recognize it even if they don't express it. I don't think Micheal Jordan walked around during the day thinking he sucked at Basketball and asked Dennis Rodman to lead the team. He knew damn well he might be the greatest to ever play the game. I don't think Jessica Alba walks around her house taking down all the mirrors she walks by. I'd bet a right nut (Because I gambled away the left) that she knows she is the most beautiful woman on the Earf (no Typo). I made a promise to myself that if someday I became someone with great power, or if I became famous or something, that I would never abuse my power or let fame get to my head, and that I would always remember my roots. Being in "charge" of a little group of 6-8 people is A LOT of power. I thinking is, if you can't keep a promise with yourself, then how are you going to keep promises with others? Another promise I am still fulfilling is a promise I made with myself in the 5th grade. That I would never drink or smoke until I was of legal age. Smoking never even crossed my mind, that shit is just stupid. But our society seems built on drinking and the pressures it hits you with are tough. Especially when you are hit so closely. I say I was cracked about 1%, but I am way to proud to ever end my fight. Anywho, I totally forgot what I was getting at. Sometimes I start writing and my "soul" takes over and writes for me. I really do have to snap out of it sometimes and catch myself not actually thinking about what I write. But with this lack of leadership, I was thinking maybe it wouldn't be a bad idea if I was a little more forceful (Bad choice of words, but this computer lab is hot as FUCK!). When I ask people, "What do you guys want to do?" I always get an I don't know. Well, if I start forcing things on people, I'm sure it'll start making people think about what they want. A nice little life lesson. But ya, Dean made is watch the NBA events and they sucked. The NBA is a big joke. I think the 4 hours we sat there and watched TNT, there was only about 40 minutes of events. It was ridiculous. I would much rather have spent my time playing Melee (haha, oh, thats more productive), or singing into the Karaoke machine, or going out and running around the shops. Dwight Howard had the sweetest dunk of the night and he didn't even get a high score for it. Just everything about the NBA event night was dumb. After the events we flew over to The Hot Spot (Yea, Jon owns an airplane). Had a little grub and chatted. We had a sweet ass waitress for the first time ever (Well, I guess Shelly was pretty sweet! haha). Rachael tore Red a new ass hole with her comments haha. "Here is your burger Cowboy!" She was cool though. After we went back to Jon's and finished the night out with Melee. I think we played until 3 A.M. Over the weekend I think we registered over 10 hours of Melee. I am so proud of us. I plan on taking notes this up coming weekend and possibly posting a new Melee News Letter. We will see. We just got a weekend planned to get ready for Heaven Weekend. If the weather stays nice, we are going to run around outside and build some stamina, and to rest we are going to sit downstairs, play some music and warp our minds with Melee. And I am forcing that on people haha. No, not really. "I made a promise"

I've come to the conclusion that I am fascinated by dreams. Dreams are so crazy! We had an extended dream talk during one of our early morning Perkins runs that I really enjoyed. We shared all of our weird dreams and tried to dissect them. Some people have had dreams where they are falling into an endless pit, but I don't think I've ever had that dream. I wonder what that dream could symbolize? I once heard that we have dreams every night and that we just don't remember them. I was skeptical but I think I agree now. If you think about dreams you had right when you wake up, they are easier to recall, but sometimes I do that and I can only remember the dream faintly. Dreams are also a representation of your personality and what you are thinking. They probably show a lot about you. The bad thing is, you're the only one that can see you're dream. The person that has the dream is the only one who can learn from it. The thing is, no one in the world has enough self discipline or will power not to morph the meaning of the dream into their liking. Have you ever watched a movie and the story follows a character and throughout the movie, people give him all the pieces to a happy ending but the characters greed or something gets in the way and an easy choice for greatness is turned down for a bad choice? Saw2 and Donnie Wahlberg might be an okay example (But you can't ever take A Wahlberg seriously). Well this is the problem, a dream might be trying to tell you something important, but out of our selfishness we completely ignore the message. Kind of sad. I think dreams are so rich and so crazy. There is no way I could start to understand dreams. Hopefully someone is doing some research out there.

I have to go to Korean class so I have to end this blog short, but before I do, don't you hate people who friend you randomly and don't ever talk to you? It might be hard to say on MySpace with all the bots, but Facebookers have no excuse. I hate it when I get a random friend and I actually have the courtesy to say hi when I accept their friend request and I get no reply. I don't find the concept of two way communication difficult, but it seems like a lot of people do. I've never been able to grasp that until now, since two way communication has always come easy to me. Oh well. People suck.