I'm Dumb, Stupid, Closed Minded, Ignorant, And Arrogant

Well, just burning time before class again. I am finished with midterms, yahoo! If I get a B on my midterm papers, I will be happy. They are like uber shitty and my citations are poor. But at least midterms are over! I think I have one more test next month and then finals. Then winter break! Hoooody hoo. But then spring semester, aww. But then spring break! Hoooody hooo. But then finals, aww. But then I graduate! Hooody hoo. But then I have to enter the real world or figure some major shit out, aww. It doesn't end does it? Oh well, as long as the important things in life stay intact.

[Give up everything, leave without out it, 'cause we are not coming back]

I'm looking forward to the Underoath concert, Gears of War2, Left 4 Dead, and when does Watchman come out? Zack Snyder is kind of a gangster and even though the Watchman trailer didn't blow me away like the 300 trailer did, I have to peep it. It's Snyder, it has to be good. Just make sure you guys don't go to an AMC theater on the weekends. It's fucking $10! I don't think I've ever paid that much for a movie before. And when I ask, "when does Watchman come out?" I can easily Google it (Fuck Google, Yahoo! is kind of the o.g.) but I don't. Because if I did, I'd have nothing to talk about. I'm kind of a people person. A SOCIALIST! Oh no, a fucking communist! Scaarrry! Like Halloween. And Saw movies. Halloween gives college girls an excuse to show off their large, firm breasts and their ass-cheeks. Impressive. (What?)

[Let go of me, let go of me]

So the issue of religion has come up a lot in my life lately. I really don't know where I stand when it comes to religion and it bothers me a little. I mean, if I don't know what I am thinking and feeling, who does? God? What do other people think about religion? I've been watching a lot of Bill Maher's commentary on religion and everything makes sense, but it's up to me to put all the pieces together. Not Bill Maher, or god, or atheists, or conservatives. Everything about religion seems so cult like and everything logical and rational says it's just so stupid. But how can the whole world believe in this? Is the whole world that afraid that there are some things in the world that can't be answered? It doesn't bother me that I nor anyone has the answers, but that everyone is so agitated by it. It affects everyone, even if you don't believe in religion. If you're an atheist, you're an anarchist and a devil lover. It's just a huge mess.

[I'm the desperate, and you're the savior]

This weekend I think my church is attending a Christian concert. It should be cool. No, it's not the Underoath/Devil Wears Prada show although that is very Christiany show and my church should go, haha. I am hoping there is a little movement instead of seats but I don't see how dancing conforms to church views. Think about how crazy that Oath/TDWP show is going to be? Last year I couldn't handle one hour of Oath. Now throw in TDWP? Insane! And a little Saosin and Person L? Icky icky. Let's not forget P.O.S, haha.

[No one's listening anyway]

I just read an article that said Bill O'Reilly got a contract renewal where he gets paid 10 million a year. That's a lot of money. I guess he isn't voting for Obama? Haha. The money doesn't bother me because O'Reilly's show brings in a lot of viewers and that's what drives the broadcasters. What bothers me is that it's Bill O'Reilly. And this was said: ""Bill O'Reilly is the most prominent and influential name in all of cable news, and his contribution to the network's success cannot be overstated," Fox News chairman and CEO Roger Ailes said." Is it not scary that someone like Bill O'Reilly is INFLUENTIAL?

[I was to scared to show, what I am]

I also read an article questioning New England Patriots coach Billy B. Some people are blaming him for Rodney Harrison's leg injury. The Pat's were up by 30 some points and kept Harrison on the field late in the 3rd quarter I think it was. I am going to side Billy on this one. I'm someone who believes that you fight to the end no matter what, don't look back. A football game is technically 60 minutes, so you will play 60 minutes. Football is supposed to be played by people like Bill Belichick, Hines Ward, Peyton Manning, Brett Favre, Troy Polamalu. Someone got hurt in a football game. If you are shocked by that, then I don't know what you are watching.

[We are the cancer, we are the virus]

So I watched the Myspace artist on artist interview with Zac Efron and Ashley Tisdale last night. Which lead me to watch a shit load of other ones. Serj Tankian is the fucking man. Mark Wahlberg is weird. But does anyone else want to be Zac Efron? Dude's kind of cool. I wish he would choose better roles, be a little more Jared Leto like. Except Leto is so serious it's kind of scary. And I think I am developing a little secret crush in Ashley Tisdale. It's a secret! Shhh! I was originally a fan of her because she was in Donnie Darko, which is the best movie ever (Shut up if you think it isn't. Let's fight!). I really haven't seen anything else she has done except for High School Musical 2 which I saw on my flight to Korea. I also saw a Harry Potter which was pretty cool. I know Tisdale is also a singer and sold like 60,000 copies her first week. Which is really good, and kind of sad. I think Senses Fail and Underoath sold like 20,000 their first week and that is considered good for them. Maybe I'm a little unfair because I haven't listened to Tisdale's album and maybe it is legit. I am assuming it isn't. But I am assuming it is better than Paris Hilton's. Plus, I learned that Tisdale is strait edge. That's way coool, especially for her because she is probably around other stars that are drunk, or high all the time. I kind of have a thing for people who are strait edge. It's hard to find people who have that philosophy. Donnie Darko role + strait edge. Is there anything else? Haha. I read that Joe Biden doesn't drink alcohol which is uber cool too. I read Al Frankin is strait edge too. He gets my vote, haha.

[It's all my head, if you want, you can look inside]

Anywho, I have to go eat lunch (Subway, my Mommy bought it for me, tee hee) and then go to class. Then I have to film. Which is kind of dumb seeing that I'm the editor. So I have to help on set, and then while everyone else is at home, I have to edit when it comes time to edit. I get double the work load...weird huh? Oh well. I'm kind of dumb, stupid, closed minded, ignorant, and arrogant.

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