Circa 2007

Blog time, the only thing there for me when ever I call upon it. I've noticed that a lot of people who are considered close to me never really come to my aid when I am in distress. But when the roles are reversed and they call for my help, I am always quick to lend a hand. You know what that is called? A fucking tool. Thats okay though. I'll get used and make people happy, everyone wins right?

Today I didn't do much but I was actually pretty productive, crazy right? I woke up super late but I did get to bed later than usual. 5:00 in the morning to 11:30 isn't to bad is it? After I woke up I did my usual online run, Fantasy Sports to see how bad I'm whooping on some bitches then surfed over to Hotmail to see I have any good penis enlargement options then MySpace where my run usually hiccups because I need to respond to a couple of comments and messages and stalk some bulletins. Oh, don't forgot reject spam bots and avoid phishing traps. After that my U-Mail then Facebook where my run usually hiccups again so that I can update that stupid little rock group I created haha. Once in a while people leave a little love and I respond but people on Facebook are much more shady when compared to MySpace. Facebook is like for rich white kids where MySpace is for the people who keep it real. Ain't it the truth though? Then Alternative Press and Warped Tour to end my online voyage. After that I got some brunch and then went out on the back hill to do some yard work. It was pretty humid today and by pretty humid I mean very humid. But I like the feeling of getting down and dirty and sweaty. When it comes to doing something important, I'm all business and I don't mess around. Not many people have experienced it, but when I'm just hanging out I'm just a goofy ass dude but when I play sports I pretty much become a Tasmanian boar. There is quite a transformation. After yard work I went out for dinner with the family. Then I sat around and watched television which is a very rare for me. I watched Beauty and The Geek or something and some show with David Hasselhoff. Then I watched like paparazzi news and all they talked about was Lindsey Lohan, I mean who gives a flying fuck about Lindsey Lohan. I for sure don't. She is rich, famous, and I guess most consider her beautiful (I differ) and she fucks things up. Thats cool. Then I played some Gears of War where I did fairly well but after a while I just get sick of it and I start annoying people. And now I'm here writing a blog. I think I am going to get a livejournal account, I hear thats quite the blog service. Anywho, it seems like I experience very minimal social interaction and that kind of makes me sad. Basically I talk to Dean and Ashlee on MySpace and thats my daily diet of peer to peer. Sometimes this person without a name text messages me. I call her jigsaw.

I am drinking Green Tea right now, the last bottle! Yikes!

Just a reminder that Warped Tour is this Sunday just in case you forgot after my 5,983,354 reminder. Yes, I've been keeping count. I am listening to Circa Survive right in hopes that I will learn a couple of their songs before Warped so I can see them. They've pretty much been my therapy lately. Every time I go through rough times there always seems to be a band that I listen to over and over and Circa Survive was chosen for this struggle. I remember when Senses Fail was there, From Autumn to Ashes, and Brand New. Music is true therapy and I do believe it saves lives. I've never been suicidal and I don't think I will ever get to that point but I can definitely see where music could save lives.

I need to decide if I want to trim my hair or let it grow out. I'm at this point where it grew to long for the way I was doing it and now I don't know how to do it. So I can trim it and go back to the old style or let it grow and think of something bigger and better. Meh. Anywho, I'll probably go watch Identity now and then work on the finishing touches of the sequel Pokemon movie then go to sleep. Hopefully I don't sleep like I'm cryogenically frozen.